I had holidays for the Easter... Of course i doesn't celebrate Christ's return to life n i'm not a christian... Tat's the meaning of Easter... We had 4 days of holiday for the Easter n Good Friday... So we had 4 days off... Oh yeah... Sylvia came to Melbourne for a week i think... We meet up on Wednesday night... Had a long conversation about love... Tat night was the most terrible night i ever had... Of course not me n Sylvia.. Just a thing tat upset me.. Haha... Sylvia gained on so much weight... Even fatter when i last met her at her birthday party... Hahaha... Mayb tat's the real Sylvia... By the way she will be study in RMIT at June.... Another CHS friend in Melbourne... Guess wat... Stella shifted to the city... Everyone must thought tat i did help her out... Nah... U guys were wrong... I didn't because she nvr asked for it... I wanted to help her out but i don't even know where she live... Loser... She was busy cleaning the house n fitting the furnitures... Well... In this situation i felt so useless n helpless... We nvr met since last Wednesday... Nth tat mention about Cookie... She nvr been asking about Cookie... Yeah... Mayb she was busy... So i called her on Thursday night... Asked her how was the place n stuff like tat.... Then she said she will call me back... Sigh... I was not tat happy those few days... Forget it... Then i sms her telling tat me n Cookie missed her very much... Haha... She replied "Um..I miss u n Cookie too.." I kept asking myself am i in a relationsip?? Well... I couldnt find out the answer... Mayb i'm not tat perfect for her.. Nvr treat her good before.. Or mayb i'm a boring person... Sometimes she treated me very good but sometimes she didn't care about me... Hot n cold.. Cold n hot... Another mind game?? Could someone tell me wat's going on??Is tat my fault or her fault?? Or just we not suitable to each other?? Sigh... Forget about it.... Just throwing out my thoughts... Nth much... Haha... I went to Lavish on Friday night with Ken... I was so down on tat night.. Planned to get drunk on tat night... When i was smoking at the bar... I saw $100 on the floor.. I think someone drop it... Haha... I spent the $100 for alcohol... Got myself drunk tat night... Was so pleasant after i was drunk... Haha... Tat how i spent my holidays... Without meeting Stella... Just like a lonely holidays...