Today is Stella's 18th birthday... I think she had a real great time with her family and friends.... By the way.. Let me tell u guys a really funny story... There was a couple n one day his girlfriend birthday... He planned a lot of things to do on that day... He planned to give her a suprise.. Bringing her to the TGI Friday have a nice delicious steak... Giving her the present he bought... With a real sweet kiss... So romantic... All above was just a plan... He thought tat she will be celebrating her birthday with him... Unfortunately she didn't plan to celebrate with her boyfriend... She planned to celebrate with her cousin... So then she left her bf at home... Guess wat... Her bf stayed at home and had instant noodle as his dinner... Haha... Aren't he suppose to have steak as his dinner??? Poor guy.... Isn't it very dissapointed?? Yeah... U guys wanna know who is the poor guy?? Tat's me... Today is her birthday... Lots of plan for today... Haha... I bought a SWAROVSKI necklace yesterday... It cost me $150... Haha... Dont think it was a valueable present... I dont think she will like it... I planned to give her 3 presents... The first present was a dog Cookie... Second present was the necklace.. Third present will be a kiss... Haha... She received my first present... But then others still here... I sms her this afternoon asked her to go for lunch... She told me tat she need to go to her cousin's house for lunch... Fine... Forget it... Then later on i sms her again asking her to come city to get her present... She replied me at 3pm... By that time i was having lunch with my sister n her friends... Then i told her tat i'll be finish my lunch soon... She asked me to go to her place because she was tired... I had an appointment for a hair cut at 5pm.. I told her i'll find her after my hair cut... Sigh... She told me she had to go to her cousin's house to have dinner with them.... Fine... Forget it Sam... At the end i went back home wait for her message... Finally she finished her dinner at 8.30pm... Then i asked her to come over n get her present because i changed already.. Don't feel like going out... Sick of waiting.... Now i felt tat i'm just a small potato in her heart... Means tat i'm just a minor role in her heart... Not the major role... Is she trying to play a treat on me?? Mayb i'm just a fool... I wont be ignore my gf on those important days such as birthday, valentine day etc.... Everyone would like to celebrate their birthday with the one they loved... But y she ignore me?? Am i too annoyed?? I nvr had those situation before... Mayb tat's a karma... I just wanna stop thinking of those things... I'm so tired... Was thinking to give it up... Really thought of giving up... I done lots of thing for u... Every time i saw Cookie... I would think about u... Even treated Cookie as like treated u... I'm so mad now... U nvr been looking for me since the begining of April... Ur tooth brush placed the for months...Ur smell on my bed was gone... Cookie n me miss u so damn much.. Have u ever treated me as ur bf?? I dont think u treated me as ur bf... U treated me just like ur friend... I'm sick of it.... Really sick n tired of it... I have no idea wat should i do now... Please god... Tell me wat should i do?? Is my house look like hotel?? U come whenever u wan.. I'm just like the bell boy... *Sob Sob* Just tell me wat u wan me to do... I'm so sick of it... Really really sick of it... Is there any solution?? Any way out?? God... Please lead me the right way out....