~Night^Vampire~

First thing i would like to say is tat Cookie wasnt feeling well this few days... Didnt has the appetite to eat... And vomit as well.... She vomitted on my pants... Damn it.... Wish Cookie get well soon... She scared me.... Anyway... Back to the topic.... Nowadays i felt jealous ppl which in a relationship... They looked happy with their partner... Kinda jealous about it... Should i say i have get used to be single?? I think so... Nth different between now n last time... I'm always single... Sometimes i think tat being single is better being in a realtionship... But sometimes i don't think so... Advantages being a single doesnt have to worry about money problem... Nth annoyed u... No one will restrain u from doing things tat u wanted to do... Self-indulgent... Can spend more time with ur friends and family... Concentrate on study.... In the other hand disadvantages being a single will feel lonely... Self-conscious.. Living without love and happiness etc... I have been into relationship since standard 6... By that time i couldnt live without love... But now still the same... No love no happiness... Haha... Mayb it sounds silly... But when u living alone without family around... The only person who can accompany will be the one u love... So tat u feel lonely and homesick... Friends may not be always available for u... They have their own life and family.... So tat i think love is important to me... Some of u may disagree about my opinion but when u get into those situation... U might realize the feeling tat i'm having... When i saw those couple walking around with a happy faces.. I'm so jealous on them... Could have a happy moment with their loves one... Haha.... Sigh God... Is tat a karma?? Or just my fortune of being a single??? I missed out the one i used to love... These few days i recalled back my memories between me n my exs.... Admitted i treated them badly.... I broke their heart n hurt them badly.... It must be really hurtful.... N now i'm having those feeling.... I think i was a karma... Haha.... Beside of recalling how much i hurt them... I recalled back the happy moments we had between me n them.... Those memories were so unforgetable... And i would like to share it here.... Couldnt really recall the memories i had with my first ex..
The second ex was Sylvia from Catholic High School.... The first gf i had in my secondary school life.... She treated me so good... By tat time i was so into lion dancing.... We met each other in a lion dancing performance at her place... Haha.... She knew tat i'm so in love on lion dancing... I think she likes it as well.... By tat time i was the Captain of lion dancing club and she was my secretary... Both of worked really well... There was a lion dance competition and i was in it... She went to Genting for supporting us... Haha... Had some really sweet memories on tat.... We had a same topic on lion dancing... Haha.... She used to buy lunch for me when i was practising... The first girl tat cares me a lot... But the girl i hurt the most...
The third ex was Felicia... A girl i met at tuition centre... She was one year older than me... The image when i first saw her was still in my mind... She was wearing a 7-up t-shirt and a three quater pants.... The first impression of her was cute... Haha.... She was new to the tuition class... Somehow she asked her friend my mobile no.... Then at nite she sms me.... Shocked on it... Then after few weeks we got together.. She used to gave me suprises... For example we used to met each other sometimes after school... Because she was studying at Sri Sentosa High School n I was studying at Catholic High School.. Usually i reached home at 2pm after school... Sometimes she lied to me tat she wasnt free to come to my place.... But she did go to my place n hiding in my room... Haha... Tat kind of suprised feeling i ever had... Was really sweet about it.... So tat everytime i went home... Someone was waiting and welcoming me home... Those feeling was so great.... Haha... Sweet and touched.... Anyhow we broke up because of her mum disagree she get herself into a relationship.... Sad about it....
The fourth ex was Siew Chan... The longest relationship i had in my record... Somehow she hurt me the most.... Dont really wanna mantion it here the reason y she broke my heart.... I met her in my buddy's b'day party.. She was my buddy's gf... But soon they broke up and i went after her.... She called me in the first place... She was unhappy by tat time... Soon both of us had a crush on each other... Then we got together in a relationship.... Wasnt really close between us at the first place... Then soon we get closer n closer..... We travelled a lot to other places such as Genting, Ipoh, Penang etc.... Had so much sweet memories... Riding bicycle around the country side... How sweet it was... Haha.... But then she is a very mean girl.... Easy to get angry on me... N jealous on the way i treated my friends and lion dancing.... Becuase i spent most of my time on lion dancing n friends.... Left her behind n she wasnt really happy about it... Anyway we had so much memory in our relationship.....
The fifth ex was Stella... The one just broke up... I met her after i entered Taylors College.... The prettiest girl in my class... Then i used to sat opposite her to get her attention... Haha... The first word she said to me was during I.T class.... The first step we got closer... Then we went to camp n got closer than before.... Got to know each other more.... N she asked me to go Ski Camp with her... I remember tat time i was so broke but still i went to the camp.... Owen, Stella and me went to my sis friend Adrien's b'day.... Me n Owen got drunk but Stella didnt... Then Owen n Stella went to my place.... Owen slept at the living room n me n Stella slept in one room... My room of course... At first i slept on the loft bed n she slept on my bed.... I remember tat she took good care of me when i was drunk.... I think we had some conversation on being together.... The next day i woke up i realize tat i was on my own bed sleeping next to Stella... Haha... I have no idea y i was next to her... Haha... That's how we got together.... she told me tat her first impression to me was tat i'm a cool person.... With lot of ear rings.... Haha... By tat time she treated me very good but soon treated me not as good as before.... Memories on the Ski camp, Angelsea camp, Penguin Isalnd were still in my mind... Seems like it just happened yesterday....
Sigh.... Those memories were so nice... If all of their personality combine together... It's really perfect gf for me.... Haha... But i know there is no perfect girl in this world... If there's a girl with my exs' personality... I think i'll be crazy in love.... Haha... I swear....

Sam & Sylvia

Sam & Felicia

Sam & Siew Chan

Sam & Stella

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