~Night^Vampire~

Life is always tat stressful.... Been so stress lately... Lots of pressure from study... Y would i said tat because I had an Accounting Assigment yesterday and today.... And today i ran out of time to finish part 2... I thought the assigment was due tomorrow... But then at the end of the lesson the teacher told me tat today was the last day... OMG.... Missed the chance to score A's for my Accounting... Damn it.... Meanwhile mid year exam is coming as well... Now i seems like losing my concentration on my study... Impossible for me to pay attention during class after some bad things happened... Sigh... And i'm losing my strength as well after been helping Ken & Yuxi... Helped Yuxi to built her Railway Station model.... I helped her to cut the plastic board using a saw... Cut into pieces for the landscape.. Haha... U might thought tat was an easy job.... But i dont think so because her design was so big and lots of building.... We spent the whole midnight to built the base of the station... Haha....
I received an e-mail from a girl which i dunno... The purspose of her e-mail was to blam on me hurting a fragile girl... And somehow she said tat i changed the fragile girl's comments on love... Said tat i'm the Devil which harming the fragile girl... She named me as the bad boy and the Devil... Just like her ex tat hurt her so much... And the girl encourage the fragile girl not to get into relationship.... Oh come on... I knew i hurt tat fragile girl very much but tat was ages ago.. N now i didn't give her any hope tat we could couple back.. Does tat mean i'm hurting her?? I think she was trying to blame on me... And try to help the fragile girl... Let's talk about those issues... Firstly i didn't give the fragile girl any hopes.. Secondly me n ur bf were totally different.. And no one could guarantee you will not getting hurt when u're in a relationship..... Then don't get urself into a relationship if u scared getting hurt... Love is a hurtful game.. Take it or leave it... Shouldnt blame on the one who dumped u... Will u still continue the relationship when u realize tat u r not in love with her/him anymore?? Tat's pointless to keep going... Am i right?? In the other hand i think the girl which changed the fragile girl's perception on love.. Know y?? she was the one which encourage her not to get involve with love... Haha... Bullshit... Dont u think u're selfish tat persuade someone else to agree with ur opinion on love?? Think about it... I'm Not the major person who changing her perception on love... U r the one k... If u hate love then pull urself out from this game.. Didn't have to act like a mature girl tat u think we're too young getting into a relationship... Tat's crap... The only word to u is that love is a hurtful game.. Take it or leave it... Sorry if i said anything wrong tat might upset u....
Guess wat... Me and Emy had a little conversation last nite.... She told me tat she was shocked and stone when she saw her name appeared in my blog... Hehe... I found out tat she knew Nigel(Kenny's friend)... In the other hand she knew a person(Pier) from Melbourne Taylors College and same year level as me..... Then tat guy knew Stella as well... But i don't even know him... OMG.... How come the world is so small?? Emy knew Min Fei,Nigel,Miow and Pier... Haha... She was so happy and excited when she mentioned about those connection between us..... Didn't expect she knew so many of my friends... Haha.... If she read through this paragraph i think she will be crazy about it again.. Hehehe...
Was a bit mad when Emy told me tat Pier went to club with Stella before... Dunno it's true or tat guy just bullshit-ing Emy... Have no idea... N now i don't have the right to restrain her privacy and her life... Tat's the only which cause me sad and mad.... Saw her tat day when i was having break at Line 9... When i was crossing the road... I saw her with a guy and we walked passed each other... The mood was like pretending dunno each other.. I walk passed them with a moody face and she walked passed me with a sorry face.... But before she and tat guy was talking and laughing... I'm sure she was happier than before... Tat's wat i expected... Perhaps a peaceful life... The feeling was so uncomfortable... Tat means i'm still on it... Haven't get rid of it yet... I went to her apartment tat night... Stood opposite her place and watched for like half an hour... Sigh... I was recalling the happy moment we had... Sounds silly yeah...
Had a romance moment last nite... My place turned into dark in sudden when i was watching videos.. Power failure caused the romance moment... I lighted the candle and sat at the balcony with a pack of ciggy... Thinking about Stella while smoking... Haha... How sweet it was.... This was the second time the whole Uropa had a power failure... Haha...The reason tat caused the power failure was a silly reason... Not enough watt of electrical power provided to Uropa... I think we're over the limit of using electrical power.... Hehe...
Anyway... I was cleaning my roon just before posting this... Something caused me sad.... Presents from Stella.... Those present recalled back our memories again....Sigh...Took a few photos to share with u guys....

An Ashtray From Gold Coast And A Wallet(First Present)

Valentine's Day Presents

Pencil Case From Penguin Island(In Pair), Thong Keychain And a Love Postcard

Group Photo

Living Under Pressure