I have been dreaming these day... I had a very long n scary dream one day... A dream about life... Life tat i had in my dream was so cruel.. They took away the girl i loved and all my friends... I was surrounded by quietness.. I was standing on the top of the hill.. Was searching for my friends but they all disappered.. I was feeling lonely... Just like now in reality... Mostly all my friends are in a relationship.. Left me behind being single... Feeling empty in my heart... Envy them could have a partner to accompany.. Me?? Cookie is the only living things who accompany... She doesn't talk but all she does is pee n poo on the carpet.. Sigh... That makes my mood even worse.. Forget it.... Finally i woke up from tat horrible dream.. I dont like being alone.. I guess no one likes to be alone... Being alone is a feeling like got abandon or isolated.... I dont really like that feeling.. This was the longest n scariest dream i ever had... I was like living in tat dream for a year under a lonely enviroment.. No more nightmare for me... Same as in reality.. No more bad things to me... I dont to be hurt n alone anymore.. Hopefully everything will be as smooth as i thought.. *Praying*
I'm moody lately... Dont feel like eating everyday... Nowadays i eat one meal per day... So guys when u c me u'll be shock i think... I'll look like a chopstick.. I lose some weight i guess.. So u guys dont feel suprise when u saw my body shape... Haha.... Anyway i have nth much to say.. Not in a mood to write craps...